I am not paralyzed

I am not paralyzed 

 Paralyzed means 

to cause a person, animal or part of the body to lose the ability to move or feel

I feel I am paralyzed 

I have no power to move  forward

to hold my bright future 

I have no desire to act 

to create my way 

but I   still can feel 

feelings of you 

I wish  it had never happened

I wish I were fine and would be fine

without you, 

losing you  has made my teardrops 

but life must go on

life is  a choice 

you choose your life 

and I choose to be happy 

I am ok

I am healed 

I just need  to remove you from my memory 

I just need  not want you 

I just need not remember you

I just need to forget you 

I just need to let these feelings  go away  in every single minute and in every single angel 

I am not paralyzed