Selasa, 28 Desember 2021

St. Francis Xavier

Do what you need to do 

Do what you can do now 

Then, finally you can do what seems impossible.


1. Spiritual Exercises   

His conversion came about by completing the Spiritual Exercises under the direction of St. Ignatius of Loyola himself. Ignatius challenged Xavier with the Biblical quotation: “What would it profit a man to gain the whole world if he lose his soul in the process?” The Spiritual Exercises, done well, enlighten, convert, and transform souls into fiery apostles.

2. Obedience

The Holy Father asked Ignatius to send some of his followers from the Order of Jesus to India and the Far East, and Francis Xavier obeyed. Obedience to God, the Pope, and the Church is always a true sign of holiness by which God blesses with abundant graces. “Lord, not my will but yours be done!”  (Prayer of Jesus to the Father in the Garden of Olives).

3. Love For Poverty


Upon arriving in India, Xavier’s heart overflowed with love for the poor of the country. His love knew no bounds. Instead of seeking out comfortable lodgings and ease, Xavier decided to live with the poor, sleep like the poor, eat and drink with the poor, and become poor himself. Jesus’s first Beatitude exemplifies this attitude of heart: “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” (Mt. 5: 3).

4. Love for God’s Children

Jesus taught love for children.“Let the children come to me for such is the kingdom of heaven.” Francis Xavier loved the children and they loved him. He taught them their catechism, as well as their prayers. Such was the love the children had for him that barely did he have time to say his prayers or even eat!

5. Apostolic Creativity  

St. Francis Xavier was a genius, especially as a teacher and missionary. As a tool for memorization of the catechism, Xavier made use of song. In simple verse and rhyme, Francis taught the children the basics of catechism.Then the children then would return home and sing the catechism, thereby teaching their own parents. Pope John Paul II exhorted followers of Christ to be open to the Holy Spirit as well as apostolic creativity. Jesus said to Nicodemus that the Spirit blows where He wills. Like Xavier, let us be open to the direction of the Holy Spirit and follow where He wills!

6. Baptism  

It all starts with the sacrament of Baptism. After instructions, Francis Xavier would baptize by the thousands! He baptized so many that sometimes, at the end of the day, he could no longer hold up his arm.

7. Ordering the Disorder

This great saint, after finishing his time in one place, would leave well-formed catechists to carry on with the mission of forming the people in the community. Now, more than ever, zealous priests need zealous lay leaders to help to carry on the task of evangelization. “The harvest is rich but the laborers are few.”

8. Inculturation

While travelling to Japan, St. Francis Xavier had to learn the social mores and customs of another country. In this case, seeing someone dressed in rags caused revulsion to the Emperor. As St. Paul says, “I become all things to all men so as to win as many to Christ as possible.” Xavier donned the most elegant clothes fashionable and gave gifts to the Emperor, thereby winning the Emperor’s friendship and opening up the door to the preaching of the Gospel message.

9. Prayer & Penance

It is impossible to find a saint who did not take the “two P’s” seriously: prayer and penance! 

At the end of his exhausting day, St. Francis Xavier spent hours in front of the Most Blessed Sacrament, praising the Lord, thanking the Lord, and imploring for the sanctification and salvation of the people God placed in his path. The consolation that God sent Francis Xavier during his prayers was so intense that the saint begged the Lord “basta” — “enough” of the consolation, lest he die of its intensity!

May St. Francis Xavier attain for us the fire of intensity in our prayers!

How did the saint practice penance? One way: he slept very little, so as to accompany the Lord and offer himself as victim for the salvation of souls.

10. Apostolic Zeal

A favorite prayer of St. Francis Xavier was, “Give me souls!”  Another saint who had a similar motto was Saint John Bosco, whose motto was posted on the wall of his office: “Give me souls and take all the rest away.” St. John of the Cross asserts: “Authentic charity is manifested by apostolic zeal.”

Indeed, if we truly love God then we should love what God loves—the salvation of immortal souls. In the Office of Readings for the Feast of  St. Francis Xavier, in a letter written to St. Ignatius, there is a passionate appeal for more workers to gather in the harvest, specifically reproaching the proud and learned at the universities. The words of Xavier explode with apostolic zeal and intense suffering for the salvation of immortal souls.   

Let us meditate attentively the words of St. Francis Xavier:

“Many, many people hereabouts are not becoming Christians for one reason: there is nobody to make them Christians. Again and again I have thought of going round the universities of Europe, especially Paris, and everywhere crying out like a madman. Riveting the attention of those with more learning than charity: What a tragedy:  how many souls are being shut out of heaven and falling into hell, thanks to you! I wish they would work as hard at this as they do at their books, and so settle their account with God for their learning and the talents entrusted to them.” (Office of Readings, Dec. 3, Feast of St. Francis Xavier) 

Ten Lessons in Evangelization From St. Francis Xavier (catholicexchange.com)

Minggu, 19 Desember 2021

A time for everything

Everything is meaningless

God, please make me a humble person instead of my mind that you have granted for me

let me say my Grace to you








A Time for Everything (Ecclesia 3)

There is a time for everything,
    and a season for every activity under the heavens:

    a time to be born and a time to die,
    a time to plant and a time to uproot,
    a time to kill and a time to heal,
    a time to tear down and a time to build,
    a time to weep and a time to laugh,
    a time to mourn and a time to dance,
    a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
    a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
    a time to search and a time to give up,
    a time to keep and a time to throw away,
    a time to tear and a time to mend,
    a time to be silent and a time to speak,
    a time to love and a time to hate,
    a time for war and a time for peace.



No one remembers the former generations,

    and even those yet to come
will not be remembered (ecclesia  1:11)

    by those who follow them.Kenang-kenangan dari masa lampau tidak ada, dan dari masa depan yang masih akan datang pun tidak akan ada kenang-kenangan pada mereka yang hidup sesudahnya (pengkotbah 1:11)

Untuk segala sesuatu ada masanya, untuk apa pun di bawah langit ada waktunya. (pengkotbah 3:1)

Minggu, 05 Desember 2021

TRUST HIM

 

TRUST HIM 

Trust Him and lean my life on Him














Genesis 19: 26
 

 

But Lot’s wife looked back,

and she became a pillar of salt.





 

26 Tetapi isteri Lot, yang berjalan mengikutnya, menoleh ke belakang, lalu menjadi tiang garam.Kejadian 19:26            Proverb3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart


    and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight



Percayalah kepada Tuhan dengan segenap hatimu, dan janganlah bersandar kepada pengertianmu sendiri.Akuilah Dia dalam segala lakumu, maka Ia akan meluruskan jalanmu. (amsal 3:5)

Kamis, 02 Desember 2021

Questioning






SURRENDERING 

No need questioning

no need to ask why

no need to try changing 

as I cannot change 

 your Father knows what you need before you ask him.(Matthew 6:7)

 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? (Matthew 6: 27)

He lifted me out of the slimy pit,

    out of the mud and mire;

he set my feet on a rock 

and gave me a firm place to stand.
(Psalm 40: 2

Rabu, 01 Desember 2021

ACCEPT AND LET GO











ACCEPT AND LET GO

accept my life 

make it meaningful

let go of all my  longing

as  I dunno what is coming next second

and tomorrow all have vanished 

only one sureness Jesus saves me 

Thank you, Lord, for all the blessing 

Thank you for you have redeemed me with your blood 

  



Yakobus 4:14-15 TB

sedang kamu tidak tahu apa yang akan terjadi besok. Apakah arti hidupmu? Hidupmu itu sama seperti uap yang sebentar saja kelihatan lalu lenyap. Sebenarnya kamu harus berkata: ”Jika Tuhan menghendakinya, kami akan hidup dan berbuat ini dan itu.”



14Why you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15 Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.” 16 As it is, you boast in your arrogant schemes. All such boasting is evil. 17 If anyone, then, knows the good they ought to do and doesn’t do it, it is sin for them.

Selasa, 30 November 2021

Renewing Mind


Renewing Mind and approve what God’s will




Roman 12:2   

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Janganlah kamu menjadi serupa dengan dunia ini, tetapi berubahlah oleh pembaharuan budimu, sehingga kamu dapat membedakan manakah kehendak Allah: apa yang baik, yang berkenan kepada Allah dan yang sempurna.

Sabtu, 27 November 2021

WORDS

 



The more the words,

    the less the meaning,
    and how does that profit anyone?

For who knows what is good for a person in life, during the few and meaningless days they pass through like a shadow? Who can tell them what will happen under the sun after they are gone? (Ecclesiastes 6:11-12)/ pengkhotbah


Meaningless words 

keep silent 

spoke fewer words 

be happy

life is just a temporary 

no need to win

just recognize His words

so that He will recognize me

and I can follow when He calls me, Amin 

Kamis, 25 November 2021

Face and go through it

 Face and go through it 

just face it 

go through it

no need to worry

no need to expect beyond 

stop feeling guilty

stop blaming self 

whatever will be, will be 

whatever happens, go through it  with Jesus 

as we can not add anything

Just Face it and go through what has been prepared in advance by Him

Efesus 2:10

 For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life[e]? (Matthew 6)


Kamis, 18 November 2021

MY LORD

 My Lord

by Romo Erwin 

Take me, Lord, into Your heart

Take me, Lord, till I am fulfilled 

save my life for you are God

I survive cause you're  I need

you are the one that I'll hold

fill my cup soul, I'll be blessed


and you know  I need you more

come o lord into my heart

Lord I love you

Lord, I need you 


my lord hold me tight

Lord I grace You

Lord, I worship you

Bless me Lord for you are great 

you're sort kind of Lord in all my life  

that I will love you always 

bring me hopes for all my hardship 

so we all will see the light, oh Lord 

For You know that I love you 

with all my heart and my mind 

Fill me Lord with all your blessing 

so I know that you're I need

Lord I love you 

Lord I need you

My Lord... hold me tight 

Lord I praise you

Lord I worship you 

Bless me Lord for you are great 

you are sort kind of Lord in all my life  

that I will love you always 

bring me hopes for my hardship

So we all will see the light

you are sort kind of Lord in all my life  

that I will love you always 


bring me hopes into my troubles

so we all will see the light o Lord




Selasa, 16 November 2021

Be Gentle

 Be Gentle 

by Romo Erwin 

Be gentle, Be faithful

Be nice to the Lord

Believe Him that He cares  

He'll heal your pain

The time for your day they'll do feel His presence 

And pray,  Be thankful will renew your faith 

Be gentle, be faithful

And He'll give  our blessing 

Be kind be nice

He is your only Lord

He is helping 

He is loving 

Praise to His name

His love will lead your way


The time for your day 

kneel to feel His presence

and pray, be  thankful will renew your faith

Be gentle be faithful 

and He'll give our blessing

be kind and be nice 

He's your only lord

He is helping

He is loving

Praise to His name

His love will lead your way

will lead to your faith

His presence

And pray, be thankful will lead you to your faith  


Be kind and be nice

He is only your love

He is helping

He is loving

Praise to His name

His love will lead your way.

Jumat, 15 Oktober 2021

Don't Care

 Forgive does not  mean forget.

but ......

I can sense that those who have been hurt cannot forgive and forget 

They try and try, but till the time comes, they still feel the pain...

let me learn to forget and forgive as I really do not want to keep the pain...

when the memory grabs me from reality now and here, I just take it...

no need to run, just fell it, accept it

don't lie yourself 

learn to forget  is  impossible  as women do not forget 

so let it come and let go

learn to say " I DON'T CARE" 



Kamis, 23 September 2021

Reflection 1

 Once the beginning of the separation was the biggest sorrow in my life,

the starting time of blaming myself for my inability to keep  my marriage,

the starting time of creating fantasies, writing scenarios to have a daily link 


Then it has turned to be 

the time for self-reflection

the time for seeking real love 

the time for being myself 

the time for loving Him  

the time for waiting His time 


Thank you 


Sabtu, 18 September 2021

Learning to let Go 1


Tired of  proving  myself

tired of creating a drama in my heart 

of us being together

stop crying for being betrayed 

for the breakup and for the separation 

I know you would not love me the way I wanted to

it can't hurt anymore as I stop paying attention to 

what you are doing

what you may feel

how you feel

who you promise to be with

who you will wait the time with 









Rabu, 01 September 2021

LET IT BE

LET IT BE 

TRUST HIM

TRUST HIS PLAN 

I HAVE NO RIGHT TO WRITE THE SCENARIO OF MY LIFE 

YET I AM FREE 

FREE TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO

FREE TO DECIDE  HOW TO FEEL

FREE TO DECIDE  HOW TO WALK  THROUGH WITH HIM, THE SAVIOUR  








 LET IT BE 

When I find myself in times of trouble

Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the broken-hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Yeah, there will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Ah, let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music,
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Oh, there will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be

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Kamis, 08 Juli 2021

Here and Now

 Here and Now 

Look at your surroundings 

and do what you can do now and here

live your life 

find Him  as He is everywhere

don't create the future as He is the only creator whose way is the highest 


 

Isaiah 55:6-9

Seek the Lord while he may be found;
    call on him while he is near.
Let the wicked forsake their ways
    and the unrighteous their thoughts.
Let them turn to the Lord, and he will have mercy on them,
    and to our God, for he will freely pardon.

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
    neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the Lord.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
    so are my ways higher than your ways
    and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Rabu, 07 Juli 2021

Deny



Deny myself 
(hardest Challenge)


Luke :23
23 And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.


Let me deny myself 

let me not  be my own life planner

let me take my cross daily

let me follow you 


I am not  the planner but You

I am not the life creator but You

I am not the life director  but You

as it is You 

who have planned me 

who have created me

who have directed me

You have made me strong 

to always deny myself

to always take up my cross

to always follow You


Your Plan is a miracle, My Lord 


 

Senin, 05 Juli 2021

TIME

Time

Nobody knows   their time 
Nobody but HIM
and when my time or your time  comes
No regreet I will feel
everything happens as His plan
everything has been prepared for goodness  and rightenous 
for the eternal 

Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour. (Mathhew 25: 13) 









 

Rabu, 30 Juni 2021

Time

 




Time 
I have wasted my time
The feeling of loosing
 made the time stop
I have to make my time 
and 
my time is today 
neither  yesterday 
nor tomorrow
but now

let the past be the past
make today
full of thankfulness 

Selasa, 29 Juni 2021

Reasons

 Everything happens because of  God's will


whatever it is,  

sad, happy

down, up

sick, healthy

difficult, easy

lacking, wealthy

problems, blessings


all the situations  happen  for some reasons 

In my life I  had ...... 

faulty, truth  

bad and good times

sickness and health

worse, better

richer, poorer



but I  don't take it for granted 

instead, be grateful 



Thank you for letting me experience this in my life 

may this make me  realize  that I am not ready yet for the biggest blessing 

eternal life 

grab me and hug me

I love You. I miss You 


shape me oh Lord 

me 




"I, ______, take you, ______, to be my wife/husband. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life."

"I, ______, take you, ______, for my lawful wife/husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and health, until death do us part." 

Minggu, 27 Juni 2021

Gaze welcoming not judgmental

 

The Pope pointed out that the “most serious illness in life is a lack of love, and not being able to love.”

 

Useless searching for love

He then reflected on how we can find healing in this story of a nameless woman who represents us all.

She had spent lots of money on various ineffective treatments which only made her condition worse. The Pope lamented that we, too, seek useless remedies for our lack of love, throwing ourselves into vain searches for success and money, even looking online.

But, he added, the woman finally chose to seek direct, physical contact with Jesus.

“The Lord waits for us to encounter Him,” said the Pope, “to open our hearts to Him, for us, like the woman, to touch His garment in order to heal. Because, by growing in intimacy with Jesus, we are healed in our affections.”

Seeking Jesus’ healing gaze

Pope Francis pointed out that Jesus responds favorably to the woman’s touch, seeking her out of the pressing crowd.

“This is Jesus’ gaze: there are many people, but He goes in search of a face and a heart full of faith. He does not look at the whole, but at the individual.”

The Pope added that Jesus “does not stop at the wounds and mistakes of the past, but goes beyond sins and prejudices” to reach the heart.

Jesus, he said, heals precisely that woman who had been rejected by everyone, praising her faith and calling her “daughter”.

Love alone heals life

Finally, Pope Francis encouraged everyone to “let Jesus look at and heal your heart.”

If we have already experienced His gaze, then we should turn to those around us who may feel wounded and alone to show them love.

“Jesus asks you for a gaze that does not stop at the outward appearance, but that goes to the heart: a gaze not judgmental, but welcoming,” he said, “Because love alone heals life.”

 

 

Dear Jesus,

you know me 

I have been searching  for Your gaze

 Once I felt empty and dry, 

and still I don't know what you want me to do 

please tell me God what I have to do

Don't let evil and temptation grab me from You

 

You know me

I have been wounded  and keeping it

but Jesus, this wound has made me realize 

to come to You 

to rely on You

to trust You


I feel no regret 

This wound has made me experience You 

This wound has  made me remember my last destination

eternal life 

Help me please 

Love 




Minggu, 20 Juni 2021

After Criticizing me ( Matthew 7: 1-5)


Matthew 7:1–5

Judging Others

Judge notthat you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judgedand with the measure you use it will be measured to you. Why do you see the speck that is in your brother’s eyebut do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? You hypocritefirst take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye. 

it is easier to criticize others

let's learn to criticize ourselves

Then, don't just feel sorry for our mistakes 

 Let's prepare our way to come to the internal life granted by Him


Just be kind and have mercy on others