Selasa, 15 November 2022

SELF LOVE means BE GOOD

 Self-love may repair my broken heart

but the question is how

is it about taking care of my physical appearance? 

or is it about my self-esteem, my self-value, or/and my self-worth?

or is it about both? 

When I enjoy being myself, should I change the way I look physically
or/and spiritually? 

I guess it is about doing what I like 

enjoying my time with whom I can share laughter with 

and I will always try to remember that God's Spirit remains in our midst

in my mind, in my heart, in my step

so BE GOOD.😇


Minggu, 06 November 2022

Opposite of the Seven sins



Small birds on the wire during the rain and flood 


arrogance      x     humility

greed             x     love

jealous           x     kind

anger              x     patience

lust                 x     purity

greed              x     self-control

laziness          x     perseverance


Let me take some time to accept what I have to 

Help me  come to You, God

Guide me to always remember 

        Pray, read the bible, go to church 

        Have a good social life 

        Give thanks to God

Sabtu, 05 November 2022

My Reflection

 Seeking  the Reason for Your Anger

 

You may be angry as it seems that you have no options

You may be angry as  you get passive-aggressive responses

You may be angry to show that you are better than the one you are angry with

You show your anger because of your anger of your own  at one time in your past, not because of others  

You show your anger because you are helpless

You show your anger to prove that it is other’s mistakes

No one can make you angry, but you

No one can make you respond positively to my apologies

 

 

SO LET ME REMOVE THIS GUILTY FEELING

Let me  see the future with or without you

Let me prepare myself for tomorrow

As tomorrow may not come

 

 

Minggu, 23 Oktober 2022

Keep Praying

Keep praying from your heart

Focus on Him

Don't talk  about yourself as 

    He knows what you need

    He knows the right time 

Be grateful for now  and here


The time will come at the right moment



God listens to those who pour out her complaint,

cry out against the one that causes them to fall


Those who serve God to please him are accepted. (Sirach 35)


God, have mercy on me, a sinner (Luke 19, 13)

We will triumph with the help of God,

who will trample down our foes. (Psalm 10)


Minggu, 16 Oktober 2022

Acceptance needs time

 Acceptance needs time





let the anger blow in the wind

don't keep it in your heart

but don't blame Him 

for the time and the path you must go through

don't take any revenge

it is not your right

open your hand to Him

hand it over to Him 

be close to Him

unite with Him

enjoy, feel, realize any moment and thank Him

it really needs time to accept, but walk through and go to the end


Minggu, 08 Mei 2022

SILENCE

God has taught us 

BE SILENT when BEING OPPRESSED and AFFLICTED



Isaiah 42:2

“He will not cry out or raise His voice,

Nor make His voice heard in the street.


Matthew 12:19


“He will not quarrel, nor cry out;

Nor will anyone hear His voice in the streets.


Isaiah 53:7

He was oppressed and He was afflicted,

Yet He did not open His mouth;

Like a lamb that is led to slaughter,

And like a sheep that is silent before its shearers,

So He did not open His mouth.


Acts 8:32

Now the passage of Scripture which he was reading was this:

“He was led as a sheep to slaughter;

And as a lamb before its shearer is silent,

So He does not open His mouth.


Matthew 26:63

But Jesus kept silent. And the high priest said to Him, “I adjure You by the living God, that You tell us whether You are the Christ, the Son of God.”


Matthew 27:12

And while He was being accused by the chief priests and elders, He did not answer.


Matthew 27:14

And He did not answer him with regard to even a single charge, so the governor was quite amazed.


Mark 14:61

But He kept silent and did not answer. Again the high priest was questioning Him, and saying to Him, “Are You the Christ, the Son of the Blessed One?”


Mark 15:5

But Jesus made no further answer; so Pilate was amazed.


Luke 23:9

And he questioned Him at some length; but He answered him nothing.


John 19:9

and he entered into the Praetorium again and *said to Jesus, “Where are You from?” But Jesus gave him no answer.



John 14:30

I will not speak much more with you, for the ruler of the world is coming, and he has nothing in Me;





Minggu, 10 April 2022

Thank You God

Problems come and Go

none is eternal in this world

These happen and give me chance to learn  about life

to learn to be patient

to learn to  accept

to learn to find happiness in myself

to be good and not to judge others

to reflect 

to fill this life with good deeds for me and others 


not to think that others are bad 

no hatred

no revenge 

but mercy 


and it strengthens me 

this happens as the result of our own deeds

face the problems which come and go 

they are not problems anymore but they are the chances 

priceless chances to come closer to Him

leave all to find more 

lepaskan semuanya 


Minggu, 20 Februari 2022

Faith

FAITH

BELIEF

Boy's father    : But if you can do anything, take pity on us and help us.” 

JESUS            : ‘If you can’?” said Jesus. “Everything is possible for one who believes.”

Boy's father   : Immediately the boy’s father exclaimed, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”

 Disciple        : After Jesus had gone indoors, his disciples asked him privately, “Why couldn’t we drive it out?”

 JESUS        : He replied, “This kind can come out only by prayer.

(Mark 9:  22 b, 23,24,28,29)



Kamis, 17 Februari 2022

Peace

 feel the peace 

no proving my point 

It is ok to walk alone

as at the end of the day, it's only me 

just be the best person 

"Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain." (1 corinthians 15:58)

Look ahead

 Don't live in the past

learn to forget though it is not easy

the life in front is more important

than the one behind you

Life goes on  though things and people change


get to know your worth always

get to control your life

never settle for less, that you deserve

don't let something that's long gone

continue to control

stop thinking

stop talking

it's time to let go




Rabu, 12 Januari 2022

Don't be lukewarm

 Revelation 3

These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God’s creation. 15 I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16 So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth. 17 You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. 18 I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see

19 Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent. 20 Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.

21 To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I was victorious and sat down with my Father on his throne. 22 Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”

Selasa, 11 Januari 2022

My contradiction

you can love someone and still choose to say goodbye to them.
you can miss a person every day, but still, be glad that he is no longer in your life 

It hurts because you believed him
you saw the future with him 
it hurts because  you spent a lot of time and energy on him 

but it is okay 
you should not be okay to be betrayed 
you should not be okay to be treated badly
You should not be okay to be cheated financially

let it be 
sit with the pain 
let it hurt
let it go 

be happy 
no anxiety
no worries
no feeling being  accused 
put your weakness on Him 

trust Him
He will take care 

Jumat, 07 Januari 2022

Remain in Him

Once I lost myself  to find myself 

in Him,  I  find what has lost




 56 Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in them. 57 Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me (John 6:56-57 )

But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in[a] Christ—the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith. 10 I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, 11 and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead. (Philippians 3)